I want to

Cry or vomit. Can’t decide which would be more productive at the moment

So

I am going through the motions of being promoted from a home area specialist to working at the origins cosmetics counter. It doesn’t sound like a promotion, but I’ll try more hourly and a 3% commission on origins product, 2% on other counters products so more income which is good since me and the boys have zeroed in on a townhouse that we all really like and is in our price range.

I find it humorous though the individual who rarely feels beautiful is being charged with the job of making others feel beautiful

I hate being an adult right now

Trying to coordinate bills, auto pays, working, trying to be a healthy individual, researching more things into my path, not getting dragged down by the figurative clouds I can see on the horizon of my emotions, finding a place, and everything else in between is getting to be a bit much. I’m trying to do a balancing act of 10,000 things and only have 2 hands to do it with.

On my way into work

On my way into work

I literally

Have seen more living people in a cemetery than macys right now

Boys are playing black ops while I do some deity research.  Got a few compliments in my skin? Silly peoples lol

Boys are playing black ops while I do some deity research. Got a few compliments in my skin? Silly peoples lol

My hair is sticking up today >.

My hair is sticking up today >.

No gunk face, working tonight then possibly helping my friend with taxes and/or going to a moving out party at my ex girlfriend’s

No gunk face, working tonight then possibly helping my friend with taxes and/or going to a moving out party at my ex girlfriend’s

Sabres pre gammmme and fixing of the shower

Day 2 no face gunk. Going for a run apparently

Day 2 no face gunk. Going for a run apparently

Me. No gimmicks. No edits. No face gunk. Just pure unadulterated me. Just trying to figure out who “me” really is

Me. No gimmicks. No edits. No face gunk. Just pure unadulterated me. Just trying to figure out who “me” really is

Tarot

Just had my best friend do a reading for me (his first and my first being fine by another person) and we both got pretty interesting spreads. Looking forward to the challenges to face

That very awkward and strange moment

When you read something written by someone else and think (and almost hope) its about you but you have absolutely no idea???? Life

Coffee with soy hazelnut creamer in my cup from my Wendy Darling (wedding present). Got to love meetings at 8:30 am

Coffee with soy hazelnut creamer in my cup from my Wendy Darling (wedding present). Got to love meetings at 8:30 am

Mornings…..

WHY YOU SO EARLY?!?!?!?! Le sigh, up on my day off to watch my youngest nephew with my father.